Friday, November 06, 2009
Monday, November 02, 2009
The wedding is over! In a wink of eye.
It's amazing how time passes so fast, from a year to 6 months to 1 month to 1 day before and finally, the day itself.
And even the day itself passes by so fast.
But certainly a memorable day.
It's amazing how time passes so fast, from a year to 6 months to 1 month to 1 day before and finally, the day itself.
And even the day itself passes by so fast.
But certainly a memorable day.
what we could have been, 10:31 PM.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Been reading this book by Mitch Albom- Have A Little Faith.
A pretty good book, though I think Tuesdays with Morrie was still the best written among all of his books.
I like a sentence in the book that goes:
What is the secret to Happiness?
Be satisfied. Be grateful. For what you have. For the love you receive. And for what God has given you.
I agree that people only turn to their religion when they are in trouble and they very often blame their religion or beliefs on being treated unequally when they do not have the luxuries that others have. Worse, religion became a reason of their doings. (The 9-11 attack for an example, was claimed to be an act on God's wishes)
But, it's just human nature. How not to want more? People can never ever be satisfied with what they have.
As for me, ain't a saint. That's my answer.
But, I'm learning a tad bit from the book.
PS: if you're an atheist, you might not like this book.
A pretty good book, though I think Tuesdays with Morrie was still the best written among all of his books.
I like a sentence in the book that goes:
What is the secret to Happiness?
Be satisfied. Be grateful. For what you have. For the love you receive. And for what God has given you.
I agree that people only turn to their religion when they are in trouble and they very often blame their religion or beliefs on being treated unequally when they do not have the luxuries that others have. Worse, religion became a reason of their doings. (The 9-11 attack for an example, was claimed to be an act on God's wishes)
But, it's just human nature. How not to want more? People can never ever be satisfied with what they have.
As for me, ain't a saint. That's my answer.
But, I'm learning a tad bit from the book.
PS: if you're an atheist, you might not like this book.
what we could have been, 11:57 PM.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
As each day passes by and I take every single step towards aging, I realised several things,
1. nothing's more important than family
2. maybe tees, jeans and birks still suit me
3. everybody's getting married and having babies
4. sometimes, there are some people that you can't forget and yet, you must
Well, I miss my dad, miss his nagging and remembering the times when I cough real badly late at night, he would wake me up to feed me cough syrup still touches me. My dad loves me! (don't puke). Actually, my dad loves every one of us. Hopefully, he'll be back soon...
Got a bit tired of being overly stressed at work, minding the office politics and having to glue on a smile whenever there are customers. Miss the days where being just me- birks, jeans and tee, was extremely comfortable and relax. Nowadays, the legs feel sore from heels. (sponsorship of massage, anyone?)
It's scary, weddings are like "Final Destination" starring real life. One by one, friends were being strike off the "Single" list and into "Married" list. Everybody are posting their wedding photos and baby photos. For every moment that I look through the photos, I'm certain that these moments will never belong to me.
Sometimes. Misses. Missing. But, missed. I can see (from pictures, obviously), you're happy.
I miss the one who wanted to grow old with me, but fate turns out to be really ironic.
And here I am, as i count down to my birthday, or as my friend says, taking a step towards death... I'm learning to age gracefully. Learning, is the word.
1. nothing's more important than family
2. maybe tees, jeans and birks still suit me
3. everybody's getting married and having babies
4. sometimes, there are some people that you can't forget and yet, you must
Well, I miss my dad, miss his nagging and remembering the times when I cough real badly late at night, he would wake me up to feed me cough syrup still touches me. My dad loves me! (don't puke). Actually, my dad loves every one of us. Hopefully, he'll be back soon...
Got a bit tired of being overly stressed at work, minding the office politics and having to glue on a smile whenever there are customers. Miss the days where being just me- birks, jeans and tee, was extremely comfortable and relax. Nowadays, the legs feel sore from heels. (sponsorship of massage, anyone?)
It's scary, weddings are like "Final Destination" starring real life. One by one, friends were being strike off the "Single" list and into "Married" list. Everybody are posting their wedding photos and baby photos. For every moment that I look through the photos, I'm certain that these moments will never belong to me.
Sometimes. Misses. Missing. But, missed. I can see (from pictures, obviously), you're happy.
I miss the one who wanted to grow old with me, but fate turns out to be really ironic.
And here I am, as i count down to my birthday, or as my friend says, taking a step towards death... I'm learning to age gracefully. Learning, is the word.
what we could have been, 11:23 PM.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
It's me who can't trust anyone anymore...
who to blame, after all that I've been thru?
i realised, it's me who can't take the game. that's the ugly, sad truth.
i carried hopes, but they were always crushed.
i don't know the next step forward.
i agree, i'm better being alone.
who to blame, after all that I've been thru?
i realised, it's me who can't take the game. that's the ugly, sad truth.
i carried hopes, but they were always crushed.
i don't know the next step forward.
i agree, i'm better being alone.
what we could have been, 12:34 AM.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Sick but can't take MC. Even though I have a MC.
Work has been really hectic, till the extent I went home, I bathed and went to bed. And if I have classes...slept on the train on my way back...
Sometimes, I really think I only have myself to blame for starting to hide in my shell.
Reached the extent where I sometimes just wanna hide away at home.
Good for saving money too.
It's birthdays after birthdays, weddings one after another, babies on the way, then babies' showers, housewarmings...
and mum wanting us to be at home for a livelier environment.
I've my wallet busted, school fees to attend to and a depressed mum.
Work has been really hectic, till the extent I went home, I bathed and went to bed. And if I have classes...slept on the train on my way back...
Sometimes, I really think I only have myself to blame for starting to hide in my shell.
Reached the extent where I sometimes just wanna hide away at home.
Good for saving money too.
It's birthdays after birthdays, weddings one after another, babies on the way, then babies' showers, housewarmings...
and mum wanting us to be at home for a livelier environment.
I've my wallet busted, school fees to attend to and a depressed mum.
what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
最近读了I 周刊， 很喜欢写一小段故事的这位作者。无法现在写出作者的名称， 因为不知道把周刊放到哪儿了。
这故事，是说着小猪。。。
小猪是一个对爱情抱着很大希望的女孩。每一份恋情，都会付出所有的一切。 为了就是要和对方有一个未来， 组织一个家庭， 快快乐乐的过这一辈子。
不过，就因为她越付出， 也越忘了给对方一个能呼吸的空间。。。 每一段恋情的结果都让她非常伤心， 也后来对爱情死了心。
在对爱情死了心的她 ， 变得更独立和坚强， 也不再对爱那么执著。
学会坚强的小猪， 一天真的遇上了对的人。在一起的日子， 非常开心。可是，对的人为了某些原因，而不能和她长乡厮守。
每一个人都可能遇上对的人。 可是， 对的人可能在错的时间遇见-太早，太晚。或是每一个人， 就算遇到对的人， 也只能和他在一起那一下子。。。
小猪学会了。。。
爱， 是不能控制的东西。 越想把它收紧在身旁， 它消失的却更快。
爱， 也没有天长地久。
Anyway, in conclusion, love is something that no one can ever understand. Love, can make you and can break you too.
A friend told me, it's better to not hope for anything to happen, not to think that anyone is the one. It's better then thinking he's the one and only to be hurt deeply with the change in situation.
Keeping in mind that anything can happen, people can change and love can come and go helps in protecting yourself...
I don't understand love. Why can't it be simpler?
这故事，是说着小猪。。。
小猪是一个对爱情抱着很大希望的女孩。每一份恋情，都会付出所有的一切。 为了就是要和对方有一个未来， 组织一个家庭， 快快乐乐的过这一辈子。
不过，就因为她越付出， 也越忘了给对方一个能呼吸的空间。。。 每一段恋情的结果都让她非常伤心， 也后来对爱情死了心。
在对爱情死了心的她 ， 变得更独立和坚强， 也不再对爱那么执著。
学会坚强的小猪， 一天真的遇上了对的人。在一起的日子， 非常开心。可是，对的人为了某些原因，而不能和她长乡厮守。
每一个人都可能遇上对的人。 可是， 对的人可能在错的时间遇见-太早，太晚。或是每一个人， 就算遇到对的人， 也只能和他在一起那一下子。。。
小猪学会了。。。
爱， 是不能控制的东西。 越想把它收紧在身旁， 它消失的却更快。
爱， 也没有天长地久。
Anyway, in conclusion, love is something that no one can ever understand. Love, can make you and can break you too.
A friend told me, it's better to not hope for anything to happen, not to think that anyone is the one. It's better then thinking he's the one and only to be hurt deeply with the change in situation.
Keeping in mind that anything can happen, people can change and love can come and go helps in protecting yourself...
I don't understand love. Why can't it be simpler?
what we could have been, 11:53 PM.
